My 10 New Years Resolutions (SHARE YOURS WITH ME! )

Hi there,

So I decided to make Blogging on a consistent one of my New Year’s Resolutions. Let’s hope that this doesn’t fail like last year’s “lose thirty pounds” resolution. (Granted, I don’t need to lose 30 pounds because then I’d be underweight for my height, but I did need to get fit…Heck. I still do. )

Anyway.

So Hi there. Welcome back to my blog after two years of a long hiatus.

Wow, I’ve been gone longer than the return of Sherlock. Well, at least I’ll stay longer. 😉 Oh no what I have done. I’m sorry.

My second resolution is to get a great GPA above 3.5. Sounds easy. Fair enough.

My third resolution is to grow in positive self-talk and self-awareness. I’ve been reading lots about this and I mainly want to get rid of unnecessary insecurities and anxieties that I have gained from 2016.

 

My fourth resolution is to lose ten pounds instead of thirty! I can do it! And get fit in the process! I hope!

 

 

My fifth resolution is to be kinder to others, even if they have not shown any kindness to me. I want to find peace with my enemies, even if they cannot make peace with me. I know this is probably the hardest one on my list, but I can do it.

 

My sixth is a religious thing, so if you’re not religious it’s okay. It’s your life, and you get to have your own mind and you our own beliefs based on your experiences.  I am a mormon. No. I don’t have seven moms, I only have one. No, I don’t hate gays and I don’t judge them or wish them to hell. I wish that the people who tell gays and others to go to hell that those people should go to hell. You can’t condemn someone like that unless you are God so stop it. Be nice. We all live on this planet so get along. As a mormon, I have been bullied and tossed aside and excluded for my religion especially by my peers in this last semester. This caused me to back off of them, to run away from socializing. Now everyone thinks that I hate them. So this resolution is to grow closer to God and to find strength through him.

My seventh resolution is to stand up for myself. For too long I’ve been quiet, stepped-on and tossed aside. I have to stand up not just for my own beliefs and standards but for myself as a person. That’s hard for me to do believe it or not.

My eighth resolution is to grow artistically, through acting, dance, singing, etc. I just want to learn and grow.

My ninth resolution is to start up my youtube channel again. Goodness I’m bad at consistency.

And my tenth is to communicate on this blog more with people. So comment below what your resolutions are and what you feel you can do to achieve them.

 

That is all.

-Linds

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The 3 Horrible Words That We Tell Ourselves: ‘Not Good Enough.’

Let me discuss the thing that is always at the back of our heads and continues to come to the front of our heads to bother us. No matter what we may dream of, whether it be acting, singing, dancing, writing, or even something different.

Why do we hurt ourselves by saying these horrible things?

Why do we believe others’ terrible words?
Why do we let others decide that we’re not “good enough”?

Well, I say that…

You decide who and what you are going to be. You do what you love and you don’t listen to those who tell you if you’re ‘not good enough.’
Find your heart’s desire and passion and go for it. No matter how many people tell you that you can’t do it.
Walt Disney didn’t make it on the first try. His animation business bankrupt and he became homeless before he accomplished what he has.
J.K. Rowling was practically almost homeless while she tried to raise her daughter, and was rejected by so many publishers for her beloved books.
Marilyn Monroe was told that she should just give up and be a secretary. Now she is one of the most remembered Hollywood actresses and icons in the world.

Jenna Louise Coleman was rejected from the Royal Academy of Dramatic Arts and look where she is, she has just finished her time on Doctor Who, which is a ONCE IN A LIFETIME thing. And it boosted her career and she did A FABULOUS JOB!

Doctor Who the show itself was built on failure after failure. They had the crappiest budget, but they had an idea and one of the first (i’m not sure if it was producer or director, correct me if I’m wrong.) female directors for the BBC started that show in 1963. Now that’s pretty fab.

Actors are rejected every day, and we never hear about it.
All of them have been told that they “would never make it because they don’t have the guts, talent, etc.” but they showed the world that they could.
I’ve been told by my High School choir teacher that I was stupid, repeatedly in front of the class. Every day. And people wonder why I don’t sing in choirs anymore. It’s because I was told the words “Lindsay has a great voice, but she’s too stupid to do anything with it.”

I’ve been rejected by schools all over the US and the U.K. to Acting and musical theatre programs.

Sometimes I lose hope, but then I remember how other people have succeeded. They had to take lots and lots of rejections, and they had to fail over and over again.
And I still wonder if I am good enough?
And now, i ask myself this why have I let others do this to me for so long?
Because it hurts.
Because words are more powerful than anything else.
They can break hearts, they can encourage, enrage and they can destroy.
Be careful with words.
Be careful with actions but,
Be brave with your dreams.
Because words can hurt so much, you need time to recover and when you recover, realize that you need to work harder to prove those who said that” you could not do it” wrong.
Don’t let anyone dismiss your hard work, ideas, or even just yourself as “not good enough”, because you are good enough.

Please. Please Please.

Understand that.

As the lovely Sierra Boggess once said “You are enough, you are SO ENOUGH. It is UNBELIEVABLE how ENOUGH you are.”

Thanks for reading.

Catch you later,

Lindsay 🙂